What You Need To See

I have waited so long for you to change,
But every day you get more strange.

I do not see why I'm still blind,
To every time I'm left behind.

I waited so long for you to see,
That the girl you want is really me.

I've been waiting for you to stop,
These feelings from going over the top.

But you just stood there and let them grow,
Even though you have to know.

That every night before I sleep,
Before I let the bad dreams creep.

Every night my body bleeds,
Before my tear recedes.

The blade crosses over my skin,
I give up, this is my sin.

Every night, my heart implodes,
Everything I am explodes.

Every night, that blade is slicing,
Through my skin, it's always dicing.

Pools of blood seep through the floor,
As you are walking in that door.

But still you fail to look and see,
That I have given up on me.